Sunday, December 21, 2008

Work work and more work.... when do I sleep?

I've been keeping myself busy the last couple of nights by working on my websites. I know that I should be doing other things, such as finishing cleaning the house for Christmas or something, but I can't quite get up the energy to clean, so instead I have been working on my websites.

That is one of the troubles of having my own business, I can't easily skip out on work thinking that someone else will get it done for me. If I don't do the work, it does not get done. This means that no matter how much I would like to just slack off and lay on the couch all day, I have to keep right on working and keeping up on everything else that used to be divided between me and my mom.

This makes me very tired at the end of the day - which today is 7:30 in the morning. I'll be getting sleep soon and getting back up at about 10:00 or noon to start it all over again. Can't sleep during the day either, so I just do what I can to avoid the kind of stress that makes me eat, otherwise I'll be finding myself on some of those weight loss pills you always see advertised. So far I am managing to keep at least to the same weight level I have been at since summer, so that is at least good. I think. I want to loose the weight, but at the moment I know that with the stress I am under it is an accomplishment just to stay at my current level without resorting to pills or other means.

I recorded an exercise program the other day with full intention to work out a few times a week to it, but have never got the chance to do the workouts I had promised myself I would do. Instead every time I have some spare time I am either catching up on housework or sleeping. I have not even made the time to go to town in I can't remember how long.

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