The years have gone by fast

I did not seem to notice the passage of years when I was taking care of my parents, but after they both passed away I looked up and realized that while I was focused on taking care of them, I was forgetting that I might not have time for a family of my own like I had always said I would get around to.

Now I sit and look at the mirror sometimes and realize how close I am to needing to think about things like renuvie to fight wrinkles and how the extra pounds of weight that I gained from years of high stress are harder and harder to drop.

It can get rather depressing, particularly when I think about the exceptionally low to non-existent chance I'll ever have a chance to have children of my own.